Hello there, dear people! ♥
There was this anonymous call on tumblr from a very sweet person giving me a tap on the shoulder so I would write an entry at least! So you'd see how I am doing!LIFE>>>
I currently "lost" one job because of my personal communication problems and low self-esteem (well...technically...it's not lost but they hired two other people to do my work there because I got the wrong idea and we got tangled up in communication. They might hire me back in January but I already felt quite depressed about it all). Luckilly, I gotten an offer about making a music video and it seems two other possibilities opened up for me as well.... I don't have any steady job for now and it's really bringing me down, since it only opened up a few old wounds that haunt me for years. There are unresolved matters in my life and I can't seem to jump those obstacles completely.... so currently I'm trying to make sense of all of that. Plus, trying to work on the concept of the video and several other smaller things. I was quite busy and did only a few inktobers on tumblr. The only thing making me feel better now is Undertale
(I highly recommend you this game
and HxH XD Also the beautiful autumn colors).TERRACE>>>>
I have since now inked all of the comic pages from Terrace, they are just waiting to be colored
So do not worry, I didn't forget about you at all!!! That said, Terrace is probably the last contribution to the Naruto-fandom /doujinshi-wise/ from me in the future. That's why it's kind of hard to just end it, because that means the end of one huuuuuuuuuuuuumongously huuuuuge era in my life. It's really really hard. I am not the kind of person who likes to cut ties completely. I might be not active or dissappear for a while....but I ain't into cutting ties. I have this feeling that cutting ties is an illusion. Whenever you encounter SOMEONE or SOMETHING, they affect your life, they change you and change is the only thing that is permanent (it is said).... so nope, cutting ties doesn't exist, because that one person or thing will remain in your life in the form of the current changed YOU. The connection isn't ever lost. So make sure you truly pick who you befriend and what you spend your time on - it's going to form your whole life from now on. I am happy I established this page and dived into the Naruto-fandom.
I'll write more entries after the doujin, I have lots of work now but I'll steadily work on those last pages thinking about you all!
Thank you for all the support and awesome comments